Integrating the Glimpse of 9th Dimensional Love
The glimpse I got of myself in the 9th dimension, as a bright white, upward-streaming, infinite column of indestructible, unconditional love, has been the single most life-impacting thing that has happened to me. But what on earth does it mean for me in this body in this world that I live in? The glimpse that I was allowed to feel, of who I am at my very core, did not suddenly come alive inside my body in a way that immediately changed who I am in these 3 dimensions and how I interact with people and the planet. I did not suddenly become like Jesus. I did not suddenly lose all the ways my body was holding patterns and nervous system memories and ways of reacting to things that happened to me. I still don't know whether, or how, I could ever actually live as a human in this world while being that vividly aware of myself as that infinite column of Love - Light. I felt in that moment that the tree (and every other tree) is always aware of itself as that, while still being aware of its...