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Radical Non-Resistance

Radical Non-Resistance  - what it is, and why, in this moment in my, and our, history, I want to practice this - I want to start by saying what it isn't. When I say "non-resistance," I am not talking about a blind, numb, extraction of myself from the reality of what we see around us, in order to maintain my own "comfort" and so-called "sanity." I am not talking about what some people have called "toxic positivity," or "spritual bypass" of uncomfortable emotions. I am not talking about doing nothing in the face of present global events. But the "doing" I am going to describe is a very different sort of "doing" than what I think most of us feel is necessary. I am also not proposing that what I am describing is what everyone should be doing. Part of radical non-resistance is not resisting the resistance that other people feel is necessary.  ------- "Radical Non-Resistance," as a reasonable modus operandi ,...

Experiencing a "Past Life"

  My "Past-Life Regression" Hypnosis Session I've told this story to a few people, but I've never written about it before. I'm going to try to do the whole thing justice. As I explain at the end, I don't know whether this was literally a past life that my soul has lived, or just a very vivid glimpse of being someone very different from my present self. Part of what made this experience so compelling to me, is that it was totally different from what I was expecting or hoping to find. Back in 2010, about 4 years into my "spiritual awakening" journey, and a couple years after my encounter with the tree in the 9th dimension, I was going through a phase where I was intrigued with the "divine feminine" and ancient "goddess" religions. The same woman, Aine, who had led the guided meditation for "opening the portals to the 9th dimension," (which in some incredible and mysterious way, had actually led to me having the most intens...

Integrating the Glimpse of 9th Dimensional Love

The glimpse I got of myself in the 9th dimension, as a bright white, upward-streaming, infinite column of indestructible, unconditional love, has been the single most life-impacting thing that has happened to me. But what on earth does it mean for me in this body in this world that I live in? The glimpse that I was allowed to feel, of who I am at my very core, did not suddenly come alive inside my body in a way that immediately changed who I am in these 3 dimensions and how I interact with people and the planet. I did not suddenly become like Jesus. I did not suddenly lose all the ways my body was holding patterns and nervous system memories and ways of reacting to things that happened to me. I still don't know whether, or how, I could ever actually live as a human in this world while being that vividly aware of myself as that infinite column of Love - Light. I felt in that moment that the tree (and every other tree) is always aware of itself as that, while still being aware of its...